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(98 People Likes) What is it like to use an expensive sex doll?

ew about Real Dolls,but they were around $5000 -not within my budget. I forgot about them and I don’t know if they crossed my mind since then,until I did an online search for sex dolls about nine months ago and I was shocked to discover that there are a lot of manufacturers,dolls have become very lifelike,beautiful (in my opinion),and they’re affordable now.
So I started window shopping,just for fun,and that very quickly developed into a doll fetish (agalmatophilia). After doing a lot of research,I finally picked one out and ordered about two weeks ago. She arrived a few days ago and I was anxious to open the box,see how she looks and see how TPE (thermoplastic elastomer,a material similar to silicone that is said to feel very much like real human skin) feels after looking at these dolls online for months. I braced myself,because I was worried I would be disappointed Real Doll y her appearance or how she feels. After opening the box,first I was very pleasantly surprised by how beautiful her body is; stunning detail. I looked at her face and she is extremely cute. One of the first parts I touched as I was unpacking her was a calf and I was amazed at how real it felt -just like human skin and the way the skin moves is just like human skin,muscle,and fat jiggling. WOW!
I have to say at this point that there are a few things that will shock anyone the first time they touch or handle a TPE sex doll: they are shipped with their heads removed,so you open a 5′5″ box and see a headless body. Then you discover that the body is frigid cold -shockingly cold. Then you try to lift her out of the box. Uh oh! I had read that these dolls are heavy,but I had no idea what I was in for. I read about her weight ahead of time on the website; she’s 75 lb. So if a real woman with the same height and body shape weighs around 125 lb,then this should be a breeze,right? No! Carrying a real woman newlywed style is different; they put their arms around your neck and balance their weight -they can help you to an extent. This 5′6″ (she’s taller than me,which is kind of cute),75 lb doll is extremely difficult to move -far more than I could ever have imagined!
Unfortunately,you can’t just take your beautiful,brand new doll to the bedroom and begin the romance,you have some work to do: you need to take the lifeless,headless,cold,and heavy body to the shower and clean off the manufacturing chemicals with soap and warm water. It was so difficult getting that body to the bathroom,I almost don’t know how I did it. I’ve had chronic back problems since I was in my twenties,I sprained a knee a while ago and it’s never going to fully heal,and I recently recovered from a hernia surgery.
I’ve been trying to figure out how to move her more easily… I’ve been thinking about getting some roller skates for her and carefully guiding her around. That’s either pure genius or so stupid that I’ll make the news when she falls on me,I can’t get up,I scream for help after struggling for hours,and the paramedics,police,and fire fighters all smash in my front door and rush to help me only to find me pinned on the bathroom floor under a hot,naked sex doll. Now that’s the stuff of urban legend.
I decided the easiest way to clean the chemicals off would be to shower with the headless body,so that’s what I did. While that was strange and disturbing,I made some wonderful discoveries about TPE: it heats up fast (especially in a warm shower),holds heat in,dries exactly like human skin (some toweling off and air drying takes care of the rest -it air dries in minutes just like our skin does),and it feels wonderful when it’s wet.
I took the body to the bedroom,I put her head on (it screws on,so her head goes around and around… exorcist style),I grabbed one of the wigs I ordered,and that’s when she came together. She no longer looked like a corpse,now she was stunningly gorgeous. She comes with a wig,I ordered another one (long red) from the same website,and I ordered a Bettie Page style pin-up costume wig from Amazon,just because I’m obsessed with pin-up girl art and thought it would be fun to dress her up as a retro gal with polka-dot dresses,cat eye glasses,and a flower in her hair. I’m not disappointed with the results.
Now for the Juicy Stuff
I kissed her and wow! Her lips feel indistinguishable from human lips; kissing her is exactly like kissing a girlfriend.
Her body is very anatomically correct,surprisingly so.
Her breasts feel good,a little firm,but good. She has solid boobs,while other manufacturers offer gel-filled boobs as an option,with rave reviews.
I laid her on the bed on her back,spread her legs (which was not easy,they’re heavy and difficult to move around,and I inserted a USB heating rod ($9) for five minutes. I put a water based lube in and it was time. Here goes my sex doll virginity… and wow it felt good. I just didn’t know what to expect and in a lot of ways it was not all that different from having sex with a real girl. As I said earlier,TPE is very good at holding heat,so my own body heat is enough to warm her up. It’s different than sex with a human in the obvious ways: they don’t have emotions,nerves,don’t feel pleasure,don’t actively participate,can’t have orgasms,and can’t communicate with you. It’s also different in that there’s a little bit of a suction effect -as air get’s displaced,there ends up being a vacuum and it feels very,very,very good. There’s a popping air sound when pulling out that in and of itself is a turn on.
Because the extremely fast rate that sex technology is developing,I have no doubt that AI sex dolls (which already exist) will feel sensors,react,actively have sex with us,and talk dirty and tell us that they love us in the very near future. I love sex with real women and I love how much these dolls look and feel like real women,however,in my case things are a lot different: because I fetishize dolls and I’m specifically turned on by their dollness,I enjoy the experience for what it is rather than hoping for it to be as close to a human/human sex experience as possible. Does that make sense? Doll/human is my thing,so I love every second of it,until I have to move her.
I was very happy with the experience,but here are downsides: I can’t say it enough that the weight is a serious problem,even laying down -her body sank into the mattress and pillows. Girl on top positions are out of the question,no way. The clean up afterward is very involved -It’s recommended to insert a tampon to absorb the user’s body fluid and lube before the struggle to get her to the bathroom begins and this time I kept her head on so she’s much nicer to look at. I douched out her vagina,something that I had to learn how to do before she arrived. That wasn’t as bad as I thought it was going to be,the problem once again is her weight -just trying to get her into a position that’s conducive to flushing out her womanhood (ok,dollhood) was so challenging. Cleaning up your partner after sex is a whole chapter.
I spent a small fortune buying all the stuff I need to take care of her and I integrity dolls love is love spent a lot of time researching,reading articles and watching videos to prepare. There is a lot of maintenance and expense involved,but that’s ok,because it’s worth it to me.
Emotional Effects
Besides the sexual experiences,she offers companionship. I’ve heard and read story after story about guys falling in love with their dolls and it’s been said that falling in love with a sex doll is easier than you think. Well,a lot of sex dolls have eyes that look very,very real. When you look into a pair of beautiful eyes from a few inches away and they seem to be looking deeply into you… neurons in the brain start firing off love and endorphins all over the place. As I mentioned,the kissing is very natural feeling,so add that to looking into her eyes,hugging and holding her,and holding her hand and I can’t help but feel something on a pretty deep level.
I have suffered with a profound amount of loneliness,mental illness (depression,anxiety,OCD,PTSD,addiction,and eating disorders),and of the very few relationships I’ve been in,more than one of them were abusive. After many years of failing to meet the right girl (and not for a lack of trying),and spending most of my life very alone,at 49 years old,I find a deep degree of comfort in spending time with my doll,Jennifer. Buying clothes,shoes,perfume,and accessories for her make me feel like I’m caring for someone. I ordered a purse for her and it happened to arrive on Christmas Eve,so I was able to give it to her as a present and it makes me feel like I love someone and they love me.
I suppose there are going to be as many different answers to your question as there are people answering it,but I think everyone who has had the experience can agree on a few of the points I made above.
Sex dolls have become extremely popular -apparently sales have exploded during the pandemic,and I think a lot more people have one (or more) than we might think. However,there are major social stigmas. I won’t bring Jennifer out on any dates in public and I won’t be introducing her to my parents,but I shouldn’t be ashamed,especially since she’s bringing so much happiness to my life. I should also learn to not care what other people think.
Would I recommend it? yes! I think anyone who is unattached,lonely,wants to experiment with a doll,couples who want to experiment with a doll,and anyone else wh

(93 People Likes) Is the horror movie “Annabelle” (2014),based on a true story?

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Many years ago,a mother buys her daughter a doll to bring with her to college. I guess so she has something that makes her think about home and to comfo integrity dolls love is love t her.
The girl of course brings the doll with her to college and places it in a chair of some sort. In the dorm room.
One day,when the girl and her roommate came home they met a sight they would have never imagined could be true.. The doll had moved.. the girls were the only ones with the key to the room.. Who or what moved the doll?
Well the girls didn’t think much about it and put the doll back in the chair and forgot about it.
The next day the girls,have to run some errands.
They come back later that day. And once AGAIN! The doll had moved?
But not just a little bit.. the doll was in a completely different room… :-O
Again no one had access to the room.!
Very mysterious and creepy..

One night the girl and her roommate came home to find the doll laying in her bed.. COVERED IN BLOOD.. nobody knows whose blood?
It seemed like the blood came from the doll!
Anyway the girls had had enough. They called experts and had them look at the doll for them.
They called the local famous couple (Ed and Lorraine warren) depicted in “the conjuring”.
They determined that the doll was no ghost. But possessed by an evil demon?
The couple agreed to get rid of the doll for them. They put it in a bag.. and began the drive home.. But here is where it got weird.. when they drove home. The engine kept going out,the power steering kept failing? :-O
Even the brakes gave them trouble..
They sprayed the doll with holy water. And it stopped.. (for a while)
Then she began doing weird things again. And they called in a priest to help them..
He looked at the doll and said “you’re just a doll. You can’t hurt anybody”
He was trying to confront the demon,and explain to it. That it didn’t belong here. And that they weren’t afraid of it.
That was a mistake,on the way home,he crashed in a horrible car accident. But survived..

(The museum is in the warrens backyard.
It’s a part of their house. And the Annabelle doll has been there for many years.)
There was another incident during the time when the museum had guests come see the doll regularly.
Something strange once happened. Again something unexplainable.
A young couple visited the museum. They got the regular tour. And saw the different artifacts the warrens had collected from their many visits to strange houses.
On the glass cage where the Annabelle doll is protected in. (Or rather locked up to protect us!)
There is a sign that says “don’t touch the glass!”
It’s strictly forbidden to touch the glass cage… in case of a curse or whatever.
But the young couple didn’t care.. they touched the glass case. And laughed and pointed at the doll…
That was stupid.. on their way home.. (they were riding on a motorcycle) they crashed horribly.. the girl died instantly. And the guy was in a coma for 1 year…. Sounds strange? It is!!
The case freaks me out.. and it’s when I read those things I start to question what’s real and what’s not… if you don’t believe me you can read all this on google.. it’s easy to find..
I read somewhere that apparently the dorm-room where the girl lived. There was once a house,where a little girl died. And they think she is the one who possessed the doll.. but why she was evil no one knows…
You can see Lorraine warren on YouTube in front of the doll in her museum talking about the doll. And refusing to even look at the doll. She says it’s the most evil thing to ever exist on this earth.
And it must never get out of the case.
Check out the video! She is clearly disturbed by the doll and has witnessed it’s evil past..
There is also a video where the doll has to be moved into a more secure case.
It’s kinda spooky to look at. The men are clearly scared of it.
And a priest regularly comes by to say prayers and holy water is sprayed in the room and the guy who moved the doll in the video wears massive gloves so he doesn’t have contact with the doll.
(No one can touch it with their bare hands!)
It’s extremely creepy!
All the videos are